Eve's Night

10:57.

I roll over, lay on my side for what feels like hours, then roll back to face the clock.

11:01.

I get up, go get a glass of water, drink it, then go lie back down.

11:09.

I try to count sheep again, get bored at a couple hundred.

11:17.

Get up, go pee, lie back down.

11:21.

Sigh, try to masturbate, fail to get anywhere.

11:43.

Punch pillow and lie down.

11:44.

Stare at clock.

12:01.

I made it.

A full year without her. Without my Eve.

12:02.

Sleep.