No Choice

I made my choice long ago.

I decided to make the choice to get revenge.

So I had to study and train in the arts of violence and murder.

And once I had those skills, I had to use them, or else they would become rusty.

And once I started doing that, there was going to be authorities looking for me, and underworld figures looking to end me.

So I had little time, and little incentive to survive after today.

Thus, telling me I don't have to press the button and kill us all, you're wrong.

I already chose this.