Was there ever a time when I actually cared about the morals of this war, or was this always about surviving?
Did I flinch when I first killed someone, or is that just me wanting to imagine I once had a conscious?
Am I filling my squad with the cynical resolve they'll need to survive, or just breaking them so they don't talk back?
Will I be able to go back to civilian life or is this all I am now?
Am I throwing myself on this grenade for the benefit of the others or just to end this all?
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