Without Her

How could I rebuild my life after her?

How could I even begin to try and piece together some semblance of normality without her?

How could I go about my day, how could I pretend everything was fine, how could I go grocery shopping or pay bills or even just talk to someone without bursting into tears and falling to my knees?

How could I?

She was gone without a proper goodbye. But I know that if she was able to come back to say goodbye, she'd first kick my ass if she thought I couldn't go on without her.