I know she’s no good for me, most of the time. We constantly argue and bitch at each other, unless we’re drinking, sleeping, or fucking. Or some combo of those.
I need to leave her, need to break this cycle of pain, pleasure, regret, repeat. How many times do I have to go through this?
I can’t expect her to do it, she likes this status quo, she thrives on pushing me away, pulling me in, I’m the best thing that happened to her.
I don’t want to be the bad guy here.
I guess that’s the problem.