Goal Filling

I was always taught to have a target, a goal to aim for. You work harder when there's a finish line, that sort of thing.

And I applied that in all aspects of my life. I wouldn't just focus on doing more flossing, I had to count every time until I reached a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand.

It worked well, for me at least, for most things. But part of me was left unfulfilled, I felt an emptiness in my soul.

So I made it a goal to fill it.

I've tried a lot, up to casual sex now.